Bleeding in Love

I liked this song when I first heard it. After really listening to the lyrics, I don't like it anymore. I find it very disturbing and gelifying. Ewww. Why use such metaphors to describe love? It's sadistic, suicidal and most definitely gives me the creeps. Can't listen to the song without having chills up and down my spines.

Had a packed weekend. Went for supper with 3rd room(Siow Nee), baby(Kah Thye) and Chris(3rd room's ji mui) yesterday. It was great catching up with them. 3rd room say I fat d. T.T Better start doing something. *Yawn* so tired. Came back at 1 a.m yesterday. Tak cukup tidur!

Easter cantata coming up. Wonder if any of my friends coming. Hoping they'll come.

Watched Ah Long on Thursday. Funny and enjoyable but not my cup of tea. It ain't that bad, just not something I can fully appreciate.

Senior found out I'm a banana last friday. ^_^!

The conversation goes:

Senior: Call client and email the document to them on Monday and fax also.

Me: Call who?

Senior: It's on the yellow post it wat.

Me: Where got!

Senior: Wanna bet..RM10...

Me: Dowan...

(Senior takes out file and shows on the yellow post it)

Senior: Nah. There.

Me: It's in chinese. I can't read...-_-

Senior: Ohhhhh...

Much much later

Senior: You really can't read chinese ar?

Me: Ya.. ^_^!

Senior: (walks away, turns back and say...) Geez, I'm better than you.

Me: -_-!

Darn.

Doinks

Doinks. My heart drop to the ground and broke into a million pieces after knowing I'll be in office again next week.

Once upon a time

There was a time when I love doing the things I do. Like shopping, sleeping excessively, playing bass, piano, singing(although I'm not very good at it) and etc etc. Unfortunately, ever since I got into UPM I haven't been doing the things I love. Except for the shopping part (occassionally..^_^) Missed doing the things I do. Recently played bass for DMSJ. It didn't quite felt the same anymore. I thought it would feel the same but it didn't. Lost that passion. Lost that part of me somewhere. What a waste. Wished I hadn't stop playing.

So, I've decided not to stop doing the things I love to do. Glad I still bake and still love it! ^_^

Yup. Shopping here I come.. keke..

Going bananas

Wakaka. That's the banana I was talking about earlier. My pride and joy. ^_^ Had the most horrendous news yesterday. Next week will still be in office. It's terrible! Being in the office is stressful. Constantly thinking of what to do, how to charge my time, and whether I can really charge that much. It's so stupid. Darn. Hoping hard there'll be a change in schedule. ^_^

Anyways, so happy today's a holiday. hehe..WOHOH! Intend to prepare my sharing on worship, learn up a wedding song, bake, go shopping, and maybe cut my hair. So many things to do and so little time. Ahha.. Notice how exercising ain't in the list. ^_^! Lazy cow. That's what I am. Complain so much about not having time to exercise and when I do I don't.

Dad still in Beijing. He seems ok. Just bored. Praying he'll come back safe and healthy. The other day at home, Hwei and Shaun were transferring pictures to my lappy. We took a random family picture. It isn't complete lar since Dad's not in the picture. Must take one when he's back. ^_^

Do something!

Goshies. I need to exercise and get rid of the 2 months tummy. T.T What has working life done to me?! I must remain slim forever. Gambate! I know I need to do something but don't seem to have the drive to do anything. This is bad. Really bad. Was thinking through of the options I have to abort my tummy.

Option #1
Swim vigorously.

Option #2
Angkat kaki consistently.

Option #3
Be vegetarian for a month.

Option#4
Jog.

#1 is good and enjoyable but I'll be dark and not fair. T.T
#2 is effective but very sickening.
#3 is torturing because I love meat.
#4 is not enjoyable and hurts my knee.

See. It's so tough deciding how to abort. If only I could poke a hole in my skin and let all the fats flow out. That would be so fabulous.