10 Things I Hate About You

Miley Cyrus' song reminded me of a movie. The late Heath Ledger acted in the movie years ago. Nice show. Nice poem. *sigh*

I hate the way you talk to me,

and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car,

I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots

and the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick,

it even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way you're always right,

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you're not around,

and the fact that you didn't call.

But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,

not even close,

not even a little bit,

not even at all.



Even their poster so funny

Mini Genting

It has a nice view. Here not nice lar cos my camera cacat.

See. Can see twin tower.


We ate a lot.

Then we ate some more.

Siao wei.




Too much food. It's insane.

As you can see, no more food. Plate so clean.

'Cause they are all in our tummy.


Which means...


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...



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FAT

Gone la.

Randomly random

I write occasionally and randomly in my handphone.

It's nice to look back at those little notes, to remember how it felt back then when I wrote what I wrote, and how it feels now reading those notes I wrote (repetitions I know).

Here's one

Dang. I did not study at all today. Shoot me. Shoot me.
T.T Sigh. Tomorrow's gonna be a rough day.

Haha. Now I laugh la but the desperation I felt then was immense. I hope it never have to happen again.

Oh and here's one conversation at the dentist.

A patient walked in for 12pm appointment.
Patient: Hi
Nurse: Oh hi!
Patient: How long more till my turn? How long should I put parking? My husband waiting for me.
Nurse: Put until 2pm la.
Patient: You mean my turn is at 2pm?
Nurse: Er. The next patient is 20 minutes.
Patient: I'm not the next patient?
Nurse: Ya
Patient: Then can I go eat lunch first?
Nurse: Burse out loudly Can! Can! Take your time. Eat slowly la har.

-_-!. One of the best dentist around and yet the timing very out.


This one reflects the worn-out, discouraged me. I still remember.


I'm tired of unfortunate events.




This one's today when I'm waiting.


I've been waiting for half n hour.


Actually I waited longer than that.

I

hate

waiting



There's a perfectly logical reason as to why I hate waiting.

When I was younger, I had lots of activities in school. I took the school bus to school and back home. However, during activities that prolonged till evening, I would have to rely on my parents to pick me up.

My dad was sometimes busy and forgetful. There were days when I waited long hours for him. There were times when I got so frustrated I would just sit there and cry. There were times when I didn't have a single cent with me and couldn't call. There were times I had spent all my money trying to call dad on his cell phone to no avail. There were times I just waited. And waited. And waited.

I hate waiting.

I dislike being the last one in school. I dislike watching everyone but me leave.

That is why I make an effort to leave 30 minutes earlier whenever I'm going somewhere.

That is why my clock is 10 minutes earlier on purpose.

That is why I leave an hour earlier when I need to fetch my brothers from school.

So that others don't have to wait.


I have a problem with waiting.

It's so frustrating.

Patience. Patience is a virtue.

Shopping Mania

Was in Niichi the other day queuing up at the counter. Lo and behold, the purchases of 3 Malay ladies amounted to RM814.30. They paid in cash. Sot. o_O

A New Song

I heard an amazing testimony the other day. It was a testimony from a lady whom no one could ever imagine would come to know Jesus. She shared on how she believed and was persecuted for her faith.

Part of her testimony:

I prayed to God. I said,

God, if you are the true and living God
Show me what I must do.

I fell asleep after praying that night. I was semi-conscious when I saw a man walking towards me.

He said,

Follow me, Jo*
Everyone will leave you and forsake you.
But I will never leave you. I will never forsake you.


It's amazing how God reveals Himself to those that seek Him. It's amazing how God sustains those that loves Him. It's amazing how real God is and can be to those that longs for Him.


These words were etched on my heart that night.

Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him that loved us.

-Romans 8:37-



During the worship session, I learned a new song.

Bapa Yang Kekal

Kasih yang sempurna telah
Ku t'ri-ma dari-Mu
Bukan kar'na kebaikanku
Hanya oleh kasih karunia-Mu
Kau pulihkan aku layakkanku
Tuk dapat memanggilMu, Bapa

Kau b'ri yang kupinta
Saat kumencari kumendapatkan
Ku ketuk pintu-Mu dan Kau bukakan
S'bab Kau Bapaku, Bapa yang kekal

Takkan Kau biarkan
Aku melangkah hanya sendirian
Kau selalu a-da bagiku
S'bab Kau Bapaku, Bapa yang kekal

I felt God speaking to me through the song and the testimony. I felt the assurance I needed in the midst of uncertainties. I'm grateful for a God I can call a father.

I have a new song in my heart and head and mouth now. It's a nice song. Go listen.

*Name changed as requested by speaker.

Being in Control

I like being in control.

Being in control of my studies, my future, where I want to be and what I want to do.

Sometimes things just don't work out the way it should even though EVERY precaution has been taken and every step planned. It just comes to show we can control some things, but not all.


I thought I was in control.


I talked to God yesterday before I slept at 11.30pm (Still keeping my resolution ^_^). I was thinking through the series of events that happened and I realized there's only so much I can do and plan. I feel as if things are running out of hand. Circumstances are pushing me towards a path that I've neither thought of, or have any intention to travel upon.

In the midst of all this, I suddenly realize who's in control.

It was never me.

It was always Him.


For My thoughts are not your thoughts,
Nor are your ways My ways.
For as the heavens are higher than the earth,
So are My ways higher than your ways
And my thoughts than your thoughts.


For I know the plans I have for you....

ARgh

I feel like ranting.

But you know what.

I shall refrain

and

meditate

In the deepest, quietest place in your heart
There's One who is holding your world together
Speaking to you the wisdom you need
And giving you strength to see you through




Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, in everything give thanks; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.
- 1 Thessalonians 5: 16-18 -